:{ Cerebral Surges ~ Blank Journal }:
A new year. Three months have flown by and though sometimes I feel as though I haven't achieved much, I have to simply look back and realise just how much I've been through in such a short amount of time. Life is changing, all around me. Perhaps only too slowly to sometimes perceive in a normal reaction time, so it eludes your conscious mind, yet you know things are not, will not stay the same. Things were set into motion at the start of the year, without my complete participation, yet I feel as though they are necessary. They are things I've long needed, but as is a shared insecurity amongst so many, I kept putting them off as possible choices, since they involved rapid, vast change to my comfort zone. I don't take to change in my personal life too well, if it's not something I consciously choose to start. With all this, one thing I decided at the end of 2016, was a promise to myself to truly allow time for reading. Embracing this passion of mine has relaxe